Spent the past couple of days with my mom. We had lots of fun but it was also stressful and hard but thats what happens when you have to work on building up a relationship. I love my mom and am going to really start respecting, and being patient with her. My mom is so strong and I am so proud of her for getting sober! <3
I love my mommy and I am starting to love myself more and more everyday. I am alive and am really starting to live and just actually love life. Yes I do struggle but I am getting through it. I am tenacious and am changing myself bit by bit everyday. I live by the Serenity prayer and make wishes on 11:11. I take deep breaths. I seek validation way too fucking much but that is something I have gotten way better that and all my housemates that I live with can vouch for that. :) I struggle with binge eating and internet addiction. I used to be online all day everyday but since I now go to boarding school that is no longer an option. I would be lying if I said this was easy. It is soooooooooo hard to control my impulses not to binge on food and the computer when I am off campus with my parents. But this is something that I am getting through. It’s mentally, therapeutically, and physically draining. I am getting through this. I can do it. I believe in myself. :)
